My life--oh life!-- has slipped through my very fingers. I logged on for the first time today after being gone for an entire month...actually, i think it's been more like 5 weeks. I can't believe it, i feel like a neglectful mother.
so much has happened. i seriously feel like i have grown more in the last 3 months than i have in the past two years. this is a strange feeling. change moves in mysterious ways. right when you think you have a grip on this shattered reality, boom! something new unfolds. and i'm alright with that...only allow me to process on my own, please. give me some privacy, a vacation of sorts, so i can stretch my self to fit these new dreams, these expansive opportunities.
maybe i'll bloom real big and shoot new colors from my essential center and scream here i am you mother fuckers deal with this cause i'm not sorry anymore.
yeah, just like that.
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